cinta butuh kesabaran
It takes patience ...Up to where we should
be patient waiting for our love?
That day .. I'm with him
committed to keeping the love
we ..
I became a woman who most
happy ... ..
Our marriage is simple yet
festive ... ..
He became a man of very
romantic at that time.
I'm thankful to marry
a man who is pious, intelligent,
handsome & well established.
When we were dating he had
successful in his career.
We will be honeymooning in the ground
holy, that he promised when we
first date ..
And after marriage, I
pilgrimage to ground him for
holy ....
I'm very happy with it, and
dianya also very indulgent
I ... highly visible from the feeling of love
and his affection on me.
Many people said that we were
is a matching pair.
Highly visible at all how
my husband indulged me. And I
happy
marry him.
***
Five years have passed us
become husband and wife, is not
feel
time goes so fast
although we only live together
only
because until now I have not
could give a
angel
small (baby) in the middle of harmony
our household.
Because he was the only son
in his family, so I
should try to get
generation successor to him.
Thank God my husband was
supporting me ...
He mengaggap God has not
trust us to keep
His deposit.
But his family began to fret. Of
our early married, mother &
her sister did not like me. I
often are treated
not
fun of them, but
I always tried to cover it
from my husband ...
My husband in front of them apply
very good to me, but behind
my husband, I was insulted, humiliated by the
they ...
Once upon a time one year of age
our marriage, my husband
accident, his car
were destroyed. Thank God my husband
congratulations
of death that almost makes
I became a widow.
He was hospitalized at the time
he has not regained consciousness after
an accident. I always
accompany afternoon & evening
while I read
verses of the holy Al - Quran. I
busy back and forth from the hospital
and
from where I was doing the activity
my social, I'm busy taking care of
my husband is sick because
an accident.
But now when I go back to
hospital after the house
us, I see in
there is room mother, her sisters and
my husband's friends, and when
It also .. I saw there was a
women who are very familiar
chatted with the mother-in-law.
They laugh
entertaining my husband.
Thank God my husband was
are already aware, I cried when
see my husband was conscious, but
I should not be sad in his presence.
I opened a closed door meeting
he said,
"Assalammu'alaikum"
and they answered my greeting.
I was silent for a moment at the door
and
they all saw me. My husband
looked at me full of spoiled, perhaps
he
missed me because it's 5 days
his eyes are always closed.
His hands waved,
I hinted to
holding hands
closely. After I came,
I kissed his hand saying
"Assalammu'alaikum",
He also answered my greeting with
her voice soft but full reply
with
of love. I even saw a smile
his face.
Then .. His mother spoke to me ...
"Fis, meet friends Fikri Desi".
I remembered the story of my husband
that the best friend ever
love her, she
named Daisy and she is very familiar
with
my husband's family. Until the end
I met with the person
also. I
immediately shake hands
with it, not much I talk on
in the room, I do not
understand what they are talking about.
I was busy cleaning &
treat wounds in the head
my husband,
just a minute I'm cleaning
his face, suddenly my sister-in-law
named Dian asked me out, he
request was accompanied to the cafeteria. And
my husband was allowed.
Then I was with him.
But when the outside of my younger brothers
said, "you'd better go home
course, there
Our brothers who maintain here. You
just rest. "
Strangely, I was not allowed
say goodbye to my husband
with
brothers have a lot of reasons
rest and because
psychological still
labile. I argued with her
questioned why I
not
allowed to say goodbye to
my husband. But suddenly the mother-in-law
come
came over and he also
said the same thing.
Later he would
give reasons for my husband
why not leave me home
him, yet my husband is always
according to what his mother said, well
mother of
or not, my husband still
justify it. Finally, I
also
to leave hospital
with tears.
Since then I have never
permitted to visit my husband
to
he returned from the hospital. And I
could only cry in
my loneliness. Crying why
they really hate me.
***
That day .. I cry for no reason,
that is in my mind I'm afraid
lose it, I'm afraid of love
shared with others.
That morning, when I
cleaning the yard of the house
We, my husband
called me into the back garden, he
just had finished breakfast, she
invited me to sit in the swing
Our favorite, looking at the fish
which
scattered on the fountain.
I asked, "What you
call me? "
He said, "Tomorrow I will
visiting my family in Sabang "
I replied, "He unfortunately .. I
know, I've packed
items in your travel bag
and you have tickets memeegang
is not it? "
"Yes but I will not be long there,
just 3 weeks I was there, I
also has not met
with my extended family since we
married and I'll go home
with my mama, "he replied firmly.
"Why only now to speak, I
thought it was just a week
you there? ", Asked me back
him full of flavor
curious and a little sense of disappointment
because he had told
plan
kepulanggannya, when I
have struggled to find
ticket
plane for him.
"Mama asked me to
accompany him when I got home later ",
he replied firmly.
"Now I want all day
with you because then we 3
weeks are not met, right? ",
up again as he hugged me
and kissed my forehead. My heart
saddened by the decision, but not
may
I show her.
Happy I am spoiled by
husband's full of flavor
affection
& His love even though sometimes he
being a little unfair to me.
I can only smile alone,
and I wanted to be with my husband,
but because his family did not
like me just because they
jealous
to me because my husband is very
dear to me.
Then I decided that he
Just who go and we also have
frugality in expenditure
Our household budget.
Because of this sacred event for
family, so the whole
family
must be complete. Even so,
I still can not be neglected
by her family must come
or not. Not present precisely
make
they are very happy and I was
do not want to make a boisterous family.
The night before his departure, I
crying while cleaning
needs to be brought to
Sabang, he looked at me and
remove
dipipiku tears falling, then I
hug him tightly. This heart
muttered not let him go
as if something happens, but I do not
know what will happen. I
could only cry because it would
abandoned by him.
I never left to go
for this, because we always
together wherever he
to go.
What might I feel sad because I
alone and has no friends,
because usually only helpers
Just friends mengobrolku.
This sad heart will go on living
by it.
Until the next day, I continue
cry .. mourn
his departure. I do not know
why so sad, I feel no
delicious,
but I should not prejudice.
I have to believe my husband apada.
He would always call me.
***
Apart with my husband, I
feel very uncomfortable, I
feel
its own. Luckily I have
busy as an activist,
I would not be too lonely
left to go to Sabang.
When we were in touch over long distances,
Our communication deteriorated and
I
also fell ill. My belly hurts
once as the convolution by
strap. I could not help contain his
dirahimku sick of this, to the extent
I
to bleed. I
was rushed to hospital by sister
brother who happens to
accompany me there. Doctor
I sentenced
stage cervical cancer
3.
I cried .. what can I
proud again ..
My in-laws will be more
insult me, my husband is poor
which always
hope to have descended from
my uterus .. but I can not
give offspring. And
then I could just hug
my little sister.
I miss my husband, I
always wait for her to come home and
wondered, "when will it be
home? "I do not know ..
While my husband there, I
do not know why he always
get angry if you call me.
How am I going to tell
condition
if he is always angry
to me ..
I had better cover this neighbor
this and I also do not want
worried him during his
located in Sabang.
Better later when he was
home from Sabang, I will
her story. Every day I
waiting for my husband came home, day after
day
I count ...
Already 3 weeks my husband in
Sabang, that night when I
was
see our photos, my cell phone
rings indicate a sms
which
to enter.
I opened my inbox on my phone, it turns
an sms from my husband.
He writes, "I already bought tickets
to go home, I return
one more day, I'll kabarin again ".
That's all diinfokannya.
I want to be angry, but I buried
just ego that is not this good. Days
I was waiting for arrived, I
waiting for him at home.
As a wife, I was
beautiful dress and
wear
her favorite perfume to
welcome my husband home, and
later I
will also solve the problem
Our communications who bad end-
end
this.
The bell was rang, I let
for him and he say
greeting. Before entering, I hold
fore his porch, but he
fixed
stand up, I bent down to
remove shoes, socks and
I washed
both legs, I do not want any
syaithan that goes into
home
we.
After that I will stand up straight
kissed his hand but what
reaction ..
For goodness' sake .. he did not kiss
forehead, he was silent and
direct
spatial rose up, and then
shower and sleep without asking
how I was doing ..
I just thought, maybe he
tired. I was soon smoothed
its innate until I was
fell asleep. Night shows 1 / 3
night,
reminds me of the place
complain of God, the Supreme
The Creator.
Her usual we always congregation,
but because of seeing her sleep
very soundly, I do not have the heart
wake him. I just
mengeelus
I kissed his face and forehead,
then I pray 8 rakats plus tahajud
3 rak'ah Witr.
***
I heard a car,
I woke up and I saw
her
from the balcony of our room
getting ready to go. Then I
called him but he did not
to hear. Then I took
scarf and I
running from top to bottom without
bercecer who care about blood
of
my womb to chase but he
so quickly gone.
I thought it was weird to
my husband. What's wrong with my husband?
Why is he being not uncommon
to me?
I can not stay away,
something tells me there is something.
At that time I also direct
phoning home mertuakudan
Dian coincidence
who lifted his phone, I
telling stories and I asked what
is happening with my husband.
She replied lightly, "Loe
wrote his own thought !!!". Number too
immediately cut off.
What is this? Ask my heart is full
in anxiety. Why
my husband
changed after he returned from town
his birth. Why he did not want
talk to me, let alone
spoil me.
Increasingly he became a
quiet, as if he had taken off
responsibility as a
a husband. We just
talk
only as needed, I always
diintrogasinya. Always ask me
of
Where and why home
late and he asked
tone-hard.
My husband has changed.
Even that makes me surprised,
I never accused of adultery
with
ex-boyfriend. I wanted to
slap my husband who has
accused
that low, but I always remember ..
as was his fault
a husband, husband's status remains
on top of the wives, the guidelines
I hold.
I just prayed, hopefully
my husband aware of her behavior.
***
Two years passed, my husband did not
go change as well. I
cry
every night, tired of waiting as
This, we were like strangers
had just met.
Intimacy that we created first
has vanished. Although the condition
keep it that way, I still
take care & menyiakan all
which he
need. I still Penyakitkupun
store well and although he
never asked about what medication
which I drank. My Happiness
has gone, any hope of becoming mothers
I have been buried. I do not know
when this all will end.
Be thankful .. I have
own income from aktifitasku
as a teacher of the Koran, so I
no need to ask him for money
only for the treatment of kankerku.
I had only treated
I can.
Really .. I first husband
puja and I'm proud of, now
already
become a stranger to me, every
I asked, he always told me to
to think for themselves. Suddenly
that night after dinner
over, my husband called me.
"Yes, what is Well!" I said with
called on the name
her beloved "Daddy".
"The day after tomorrow we are getting ready to Sabang yes."
He replied firmly.
"What is it? Why? ", I said
filled with astonishment.
Astaghfirullah .. My husband used to
soft suddenly become
rude, he yelled. So that
no longer the continuation of discussions between
we.
He said "You're coming alone
Do not ask a lot! "
Then I also hasten to pack
goods will be brought to
Sabang, crying, sad
because I know my husband now no more.
Two years of courtship, five years we
married and have 2 years did he
become a stranger to me. I see
our room who used to warm a full
love is decorated wedding photos
us, now be cool ..
freezing of ice cubes. I
crying with this confusion.
Want
I think I rebel yell, but
I can not.
My husband does not like a woman
the rough, by the tone
high, like slamming the goods-
of goods. He said the action was
attitude
disrespect to him. I
can only be patient
and patiently waiting for him to talk
treat this illness, in
loneliness ..
***
We have arrived at Sabang, I
still feel tired because
overnight
I did not sleep for thinking.
Family size has also been
congregated there, including maternal &
her sisters. I did not know there
What is this event ..
My husband and I went into the
our room. My husband did not feel at home
in
The old room, he was immediately
out to join the family
of magnitude.
I just unpacked
us and want to put it into
in
parents who are in the closet near the door
room, an old cabinet that already exist
before my husband was born all of a sudden
Aunt Lia, a very good aunt
me calling me to
hasten to gather in the room
middle, I was
leading to family room
at the center of the big house,
which
looks like a home day
dutch heritage.
Then I sat down beside
my husband, and my husband looked down
full
with silence, I did not dare
ask him.
Suddenly her grandmother, who
considered the oldest and most
entitled to everything, open
the conversation.
"Well, as I've
gathered, grandma want to talk
with you Fisha ". His grandmother
spoke very firmly, with
highlight
a keen eye.
"What is it Grandma?" I said with
questioning ..
Grandma replied, "You have
join our family
almost 8 years, until recently
we do not see signs
gestation
perfect because during this
you're always a miscarriage! ".
I cried .. for this what I
invited here? To be insulted
or separated by
my husband?
"Actually we've got
candidate for Fikri, from the first ..
before you marry him.
But Fikri stubborn child, not
would be set, and finally
marry it with you. "
His grandmother
speak very loudly, perhaps
Sabang accent people like that
all.
I can only smile and
see the face of my husband who
empty
his eyes.
"And I heard from the mother-in-law
you were already acquainted
with him ", his grandmother still
continue the talks.
While my husband was silent
course, but I see her tears.
I want to hug my husband so that he strongly
with all this, but I do not
have the courage it.
His grandmother still talk
and the final length of
words with facial expressions
a very challenging and
said, "you
how he want? you co-wife or
divorced? "
MasyaAllah .. reinforced this heart .. I
want to faint. This heart
as if crushed to hear that,
my heart shattered. Why is his family
be
like this to me ..
I always munutupi this problem
from my parents who live
on the island
wood, they think I'm very
happy 2 years.
"Fish, answer!." Resolutely mother
directly asked
to answer.
I immediately took his hand
my husband. With the hand that
cold and
I replied with a shaking
decisively.
"Although I can not discuss
first with imamku, but I
can discuss with him through
bathiniah, for the good and the
front of this family, I would
welcomed a woman
new
our home. "
That's what I said, in other words
I would love to share. And
at that moment my husband
looked at me with water droplets
eye, but
not the slightest tears dripping
in front of them.
I then asked my husband,
"My father who would
become our best friend at home
later, yeah? "
My husband replied, "He's Desi!"
I immediately took a deep breath
and straight talk, "When
marriage last? What
should I prepare in
marriage
This Grandma?. "
My father-in-law replied,
"The wedding two weeks."
"Well if so I will
call the maid in the house,
to
told him to take care of our families
to the village tomorrow ", after
Excuse me talking like that
to leave the room.
Do not take it anymore .. These tears will
down, I walk very fast,
I open the bedroom door and I
sat on the bed.
Want
scream, but I'm alone here. No
strong taste accept this,
my love has been shared. Ill. Accompanied
acute illness ..
Is this because my husband became
strangers for 2 years
lately?
I walked over to the dresser,
I opened my hijab, I reflect
wondering, "is no
cantikkah am I? "
My take sisirku, I combed
that every day my hair fall out.
I saw my face, I found myself
it is not pretty anymore,
hair
is almost gone .. head
already bald middle section.
Suddenly the door is open,
turns out that my husband comes home, she
standing behind me. Not erase
These tears, I hasten
looked at the mirror table
dressing it.
We were silent for a moment, then I started
conversation, "thank you
father, you gave a friend
to me. So I do not have to be sad
more
abandoned when you later! Yes
right?. "
My husband nodded
see the head but not the least
he
smiled and asked why
hair falling out, he just
say
make no mistake using the shampoo.
In my heart I asked, "why he
very cool? "and he
was no longer indulged. Last
he said, "it's late, we
break yuk! "
"I pray the new first evening I
sleep ", I replied calmly.
In prayer and in sleep I
to cry. My countdown
time,
when am I going to share a husband
with him. I'm too busy
take care of
marriage my husband.
I do not know if Desi people
Sabang also. Anyway, this may
my destiny. I want my husband back
as before, a very
indulge me for affection
and love it.
***
The night before the wedding day
my husband, I write the flow
in my heart
my laptop.
On the laptop I wrote the times
last saw my husband, I
angry at my husband who has
abandoned. I cried
see
My husband who was sleeping soundly,
What have I done? until he applies
cruel
that to me. I
save in mydocument the bertitle
"I Love my husband."
Wedding day has arrived, I had
ready, but I could not
to exit. I stood near
window, I see the sun,
because
I might not be able to
see the light again. I stand
very long time .. then my husband who
has been prepared with clothing
bride
go in and talk to me.
"Are you ready?"
I wiped the tears that drip
my face, saying:
"Later, if he had been legitimately be your wife,
when you bring it
come into this house, wash
feet as you
wash
my legs first, then when you go
into the bridal chamber read out
prayer at the top of his head as
did you do to me first.
Last
after that .. ", My words halted
because I could not
continue the conversation, I
wanted to burst out crying.
Suddenly my husband replied "Then
What Mother? "
I was surprised to hear that word, which
I looked down once I had
directly at him with eyes
which lit up ...
"Can you repeat what you
say just now? ", I pleaded
tuk believed that the ear is
no one heard.
He nodded and said, "Good
father's mother would repeat, then
what mother? ", While she stroked
face and remove my tears,
he
slightly bent due to
he is very high, I just
sedadanya
only.
He smiled and said, "We
clay alone will ya! ".
He hugged me and said, "mother
is the most powerful woman
the father encountered besides mama ".
Then he kissed my forehead,
I immediately hugged her and
said, "Dad, is this going
end soon? Father anywhere?
Why did you change? I
miss Daddy? I miss
caress you
dear father? I miss the
Daddy spoiled? I'm lonely
Father? And
one more thing to my father know,
that I never committed adultery!
First .. the initial time we're together, I
indeed can not
forget it,
after 4 months with a new dad
I can receive, if the
before me it is a man who
I'm looking for. Not that I ever
adulterous father. "I immediately
prostrate at his feet and muncium
foot
imamku saying, "I'm
sorry dad, has made
difficult ".
At that moment, he lifted my body ..
he just cried.
He hugged me very long time, 2 years
I waited for her return.
Suddenly my stomach hurt, he realized
that something was wrong
with me and he asked, "mother
okay right? "he asked
with great concern.
I replied, "can embrace
and see you again like
mebuatku first was good, Dad.
I just can not talk now ".
Because she was getting married. I do not
want to make him worry. He
should
khusyu procession through the event
the marriage ceremony.
***
After arriving dimasjid, any consent-qabul
is started. I sat across from
my husband.
I saw my husband sitting
side by side with women
it, making
This jealous heart, want to scream
said, "Daddy do not!",
but I remember going to my condition.
This heart pounding when
consent-qabul hear them.
Once the consent-qabul finished, I
took a deep breath. Aunt Lia,
aunt
The good, hugged me. In
I tried to liver
reinforce
this heart. Yes ... I am strong.
I could not see them
dipelaminan sat biting.
The people who attended the event
reception was sorry to see me, they
see me with that look very
weird, maybe look at my face
which
always smiling, but behind it ..
my heart cry.
Got home, my husband immediately
into the house just like that.
Did not wash his feet. I'm very
surprised by his behavior. I wonder,
he
do not like this marriage?
Meanwhile, Desi was warmly welcomed
in the family my husband, not
like I was before, which in hostile.
Tonight I could not sleep,
how can? My husband would sleep
with women who are very
I'm jealous. I do not know what
which is
they do in there.
Third of the night when I want
I went out to pray Lail
ablution, then I saw a man
like my husband slept disofa
the living room. I approached and saw.
For goodness' sake .. my husband did not sleep
with her, she was sleeping
disofa, I was sitting disofa
while menghelus face
tired, she suddenly took her hand
left, of course I was shocked.
"You come here, I too
know ", he said, such as
it. I smiled and megajaknya
Lail prayers. After prayers he Lail
said, "I'm sorry, I should not be
hurt, you suffer
because of his ego to me. Tomorrow we
back to Jakarta, let Desi go home
with mama, papa and sister-
my sister "
I looked at him with full
astonishment. But he immediately
me
to rest. At bedtime he
hugged me very tightly. I
smile
course, this does not happen a long time already. Yes
God .. whether you will
angel of death sent to
take my life today,
because I
have felt his presence when
this. But .. Can you still
allow me to feel
warmth of my husband who has
disappear
for 2 years ..
My husband whispered, "Mother of kok
skinny? "
I cried in silence.
I can still feel his arms.
I said, "Daddy why
Desi did not sleep with? "
"I miss you Mother,
I do not want to hurt anymore.
You
was often hurt by my behavior
are selfish. "Gently
My husband answered like that.
Then my husband said, "Bun, father
sorry have been neglecting
mothers .. During the father in Sabang,
father heard that the mother was not sincere
loving father, mother as
pursuit of something, such as the pursuit
property
father and another one .. father had
see sms mothers with former
boyfriend
mothers where the content if the mother
do not want to do "like that" and
such pieces to be quoted
("Like that"). Father wants
way but was afraid mother
offended and dad think that
mothers
never slept with him before
mother met my father, continued his father
scolded
by the family of the father because the father
too indulgent mother "
This heart sick when slandered by
my husband, when no
confidence in himself, only
because of family talk
not
I've seen how sincere
love your spouse for the rest
life
this.
I just replied, "I've
Well that's telling. I do not
I've committed adultery and
sincerely love you my heart, if I
only
pursue your treasure, why I
choose you? In fact many
man
more established than you Well that time.
If I just catch your treasure,
I
can not cry every day
because of suffering love. "
Whether I should be happy or I
should be sad because my best friend
bride's room alone.
That night, I completed
problems
with my husband and tried to
forgive and attitudes
family
also.
Because I do not want to die in the liver
filled with hatred.
***
The next day ...
When I want to wake up to
ablutions, head
dizziness,
my uterus hurts .. I have
bleeding and my husband surprised
not
play, he immediately carried me.
I was rushed to the hospital ..
From a distance I heard a voice
remembrance of my husband ..
I feel my hands wet ..
When I opened this eye, I saw the face
my husband is full of flavor
concerns.
He grabbed my hand with
closely .. And said, "Mother,
I apologize ... "
Many times he had to say it.
In my heart, what he knew what
that happened to me?
I said with a soft voice,
"Well, mother wanted to go home ..
mother wants to see two people
older mothers, mothers anterin there yes,
Well .. "
"You do not change soon! Appointment
yes, ... Well! Mother dear
really the same father. "
Suddenly my feet hurt so
pain, the pain becomes older,
my legs could not move anymore ..
I could no longer hold hands
my husband. I saw his face
handsome, in tears.
Before the eye is closed,
kulafazkan sentence creed and
close
with the sentence tahlil.
I'm happy to see my husband had a
replacement myself ..
I am always happy to serve
in joy and sorrow ..
Accompanied him when he
difficulties of our
dating until we were married.
I'm happily married to him. He
is my breath.
For the Mother-in-law: "I'm sorry
has been present in the life
I live in your daughter up
your child's heart, know Ma .. of
first
I always prayed 'a to Mama
approve of our relationship. Why
you
slander me in front of my husband, what
Ma you have proof?
Why
you are very jealous of me Ma?
Fikri remain yours Ma, I do not
ever
him for disobedience
unto you, than I've always
understand what
do you want from your son,
but why do you hate me.
With
Desi you were very good but with
you behaved-law
on the contrary. "
***
After I open the laptop, I read
curhatan my wife.
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Daddy, why your family is very
hate me?
I was insulted by their father.
Why they can be good
to me the next time there yourself?
Once upon a time I met
Dian on the road, I admonished
because
her sister-in-law but I was greeted
with distaste face.
Highly visible Dad ..
But when thou with me, Dian
very good, very sweet and he
call by dialing
highly respected.
Why
such a father?
I can not talk about this
you, because I know you
must defend your sister, no
Well worth ..
I was expelled from the hospital.
I must not care for my husband.
I'm jealous of the Desi
very familiar with the law.
Every day he came to the hospital
common-law.
I was so angry ..
When I discussed this at
my husband, he will definitely defend
Desi and
his mother ..
I do not want to hurt anymore.
O God strengthened me, forgive me ..
You are All Fair ..
Give me justice, O God ..
Dad has changed, the father had
unfortunately no longer on me ..
I tried to self-father,
I would not cuddle anymore
you ..
I am a strong father in this pain ..
Look dad, I'm strong though
cancer continues
attacked me ..
I can do it all
his own father ..
Tomorrow my husband will marry
with the woman.
Women who hate me, that
I'm jealous.
But I must not be selfish, this is for
my husband's family's happiness.
I should be aware of yourself.
Father, in fact I do not want
timed by you.
Why should that be a Desi
my best friend?
Daddy .. I still was not ready.
But I must willingly accept it.
Morning my husband hold
his second marriage.
Hopefully I still have a
time to see him smile
for me.
I'd love to feel the love
unfortunately the latter.
Before this death for me.
Daddy .. I miss my father ..
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And now I have brought you to
your parents, Mother of ..
I'll visit a month
once with Desi at Wood Island
this.
I will always bring you
colored pink roses
which
reflect the joy your heart
thorn ill.
Mother still beautiful, always smiling
while sleeping.
Mother of hearts will always be alive father.
Mother of .. Desi's not like you, who
was never angry ..
Desi is very different from you, he
never clean the ears,
my hair was never in
creambathnya, my feet did not
been washed.
My father regretted
menelantarkanmu for 2 years,
you sick too
I do not care, live in
kesendirianmu ..
Had my father not to abandon
Mother, father may still be
Mother sleeping with fondling hand
is smooth.
Now the father realized, that the father
desperate need of mothers ..
Mother, you're a woman the most
tough I've ever met.
I'm sorry cool in the
egoanku ..
Mother of .. excuse me .. Mother of sleep
still sweet. Smiles manjamu
seen in a long sleep.
I'm sorry, could not be fair
and membahagiakanmu, I always
iyakan to what my mother said, because
I was afraid to be rebellious child.
Forgive me when you're in defamation by
family, I believe so
only.
Is Mother will get
surrogate father in heaven?
Does Mother still waiting for dad
there? Staying true dialam there?
Wait there's father Mother ..
Can? As Mother of waiting
father here .. I beg ..
Mother dear father ..
***
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